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There comes a time when everything seems right,

each little step you take seems alright,

Things seems to go so well,

maybe a little too well.

Then life starts to take a turn,

what you had accomplished came crashing down,

all your effort, blood, sweat and tears,

seems like a waste and put you down.

When all hope seems to bring us up,

there's always despair that brings us down,

What then can bring us back up,

and turn this big frown upside down?

There is someone who is always there,

always around you when you need them,

They will do anything in their capacity to serve you,

Sometimes you just dont notice much of them.

They will listen to what you have to say

and make those tears all go away,

they will love you for who you are,

in each and every passing day,

and makes you be a better person each day.

You may be so caught up in what you do,

you forget to stop, and look around you,

the people that care most about you,

are around to always help you.

So whenever you're troubled or just lost,

you know you have someone to lean on,

And Im sure they always will help you,

As I, have done for you.

Loved and Lost

I fought with love,
and I called her bluff,
but soon I was facing my biggest fear,
cause I walked away,
when I should have stayed,
looked back, but she disappeared.

Screaming out what did I do.

When old memories make it harder to breath,
cause you know, just what you've lost,
and you can't fall asleep cause she's there in your dreams,
but you can't get away from your thoughts,
when she's on repeat in your head,
wishing you could take back things you said,
you've loved and lost,

She comes on by
with a guy by her side
so you say that you're happy for her
but those eyes that you've missed
are directed at his
you try not to show that you're hurt
but sometimes love just gets away

I'll turn around and leave gracefully,
but I'll never stop wishing you'd come back to me.
~ C.

No presence at all..

Sometimes I do wonder, if I were to go missing for few days in class. Will anyone notice?


Lately I feel as though, I'm invisible... I see people acknowledging each other when they see each other.. But It dont happen to me...  Even if I am beside them, they dont see me at all... they see the person behind me... Sometimes, it just Irritates the hell out of me and I'll be left out in anything and everything. You may say that I'm (perasan) or just self centered... but I'm not. If you are in my shoes, you'll know how it feels. Though some may prefer to be alone.... I don't.


Makes me wonder..... where do I belong??


Or am I destined to be a Lone Wolf.







P.S Thanks Chryssasaurus! For today ..  Means A lot =D

Bio PRACTICAL!!

Today I was super relaxed before the exam.. until I found out that I'm sitting way up in the front... ITS so Crappy... Sigh... Just had to handle the pressure of the invigilator breathing down your neck.

Today's experiment was quite easy. BUt alot of uncertainty... I hate those uneasy feelings.. that makes you think twice about your answer.. and the graph that i plotted is different from the whole class... I wish and hope i and correct!  ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time to CRAM!!.... Good luck to those who are having exams as well

Am i Afraid?

When ever I do something, i tend to think of all the possible worst outcomes. The Worst case scenarios. If I think of talking to a girl, I'll end up thinking how I'm gonna get turn down, or they'll just ignore. Doing a simple project, think of the ultimate failure.  What if those bad imagination came true? would i be able to stand back on my own 2 feet?  

I wish i had the courage to do what ever I want. when ever i want.. how ever i want it to be.

I just wish i could have a nice proper conversation with her.

Food for thought

Things never go the way you imagined it, even if you played your cards right. 

There are just things that you cant control, any time, anywhere, any place , something unexpected can always happen, for better or for worse.  

So if there's is anything that needs done, do it immediately and not procrastinate, if you do, the flow of time can kick you back up to the present and you would have lost your damn chance on doing something right, and you start to regret for the rest of your life.

Life is always full of surprises.
Be ready for it.

Randoms ..... Christmas!

Guess having a driving license isn't as fun as I first thought imagine...
Now once that I've got it.. What came into my mind was... What's Next?..
lol... What's next is to drive around Klang few rounds?..
I wonder if this will always happen to me... Having really no goal in life... expecting short achievements  and then asking myself agian. " What's Next?"

So yea, I've finally pass my driving test... after failing once. Everything was Ok except the test on the road, wonder if the officer purposely wanted to fail me, but oh well what's done is done. Coincidentally I failed my undang once too before i passed... So hope i don't Fail my SPM , then have to re-sit for it to pass this time.

I've made plenty of choices in life, some great once, some not so good ones..
and you can't seem to avoid the consequences even though you try ur hardest to,
even if you do avoid it. It will always come back and bite you in the A**. So its better to face it like a gentleman, even if sometimes it means, losing someone you love, losing a dear friend. But if you know it is the right thing to do, Just Do It. and I'm sure everything will fall into place.

Do what is right, and everything will be all right? XD shall that be my moto?
Cause once i sort of offended someone i cared about, and she said she never wanted to talk to me ever again...
I apologized to her... a million times.... and she really did ignored me... for like a week or so.. and then she came back talking to me again. SO i guess if you do the right thing,, everything will be ok.. Even if sometimes its seems like your lost.


Its 25th DEC... Merry Christmas to everyone....   Be good !
All I want for Christmas is.. You....  =)


- Brand-on