I'm not afraid, to let you know,
To take a stand, And let you go,
When the weather turned to rain,
I felt you slowly drift away,
You left me lonely to feel the pain,
Girl I can't believe you'd do me that way

I love you so much, that's why I gotta let you fly,

We had our moments baby, see em all in the blink of an eye,
So spread your wings cuz there's better things, when you sore up high,
And reminisce on this final kiss as we say goodbye...

Should I be saying these? or continue on?
Have you noticed that I'm holding on?
Is it a wasted effort?
you might be thinking " I gave him a second chance and he blew it"
So should I still be holding on?


But till now,
Every time i laid eyes on you,
My heart skips a beat,
So tell me, that your sweet love hasn't died


Maybe I don't express much, 
Maybe I didn't say this often,
You're beautiful, intelligent, caring, fun.. etc
You always bring a smile to my face...
You're amazing just the way you are,
And I'm so happy that you're mine..


Do you believe in third time's the charm? 

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

But you were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I made you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your
Sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied
Satisfied

Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind




Even Until Now =(

When a someone of high authority, warns or counsels us about something....
Is best that we listen to it... if not we'll face the consequences....
I've experience first hand of the consequences that came with the warning...
As a result I lost someone dear to me..... and that could've been avoided if I would just listen...

Each one of us has choices to make.. and each carries its own consequences....
Take for example gambling... You either you take the risk or not to bet.... and in the end is either you win or lose.... Each choice you make will have its own consequences whether we like it or not...
So always make your choices wisely.... choices on what you say, what you think, what you do... it will all affect either yourselves or somebody else....

What do you do when everyone doesn't trust you anymore? ....
What do you do when a person accused you of betraying them and doesn't trust you anymore.. .but in reality , you never did anything of any sort that would caused that?....

OH WHEN WILL ALL THIS DRAMA END!!!!!!!
Just because I'm a guy... doesn't mean you can put the blame on me..
Put your egoistic damn pride behind you.... everyone is a damn equal...
yeah you may be a lil older than us but that doesnt mean you can step on us...

Life's drama may be able to shorten my life....
and I'm worried that now im full of it... im gonna die super young...
Help me ~

My Dearest Friend

How do you cherish this bond of friends,
that has been with you through this course of life,
the time will come where we will part ways,
are we ready to face the reality of life.

I really want you to stay
but inside I know you mustn't
for it is your desire to go forward...
my heart says stay....but its my mind i must trust

we shared so much together,
laughter.. fun times... tears..
I wish that we could stay like this forever
the thought of not seeing each other is what I fear.

I know one day we will meet again
to be able to see my dearest friend;
I know we can't see us together again.
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you
May God's best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You'll realize that I'm with you along the way

"FnF"

Can a person change without knowing what's their faults? 


What happens when a person whom you're very close to just suddenly doesn't talk to you anymore... and the reason is because of something you did.... and keeps avoiding you when you try to talk to them...

What ever happen to just being straightforward like saying " I don't like you doing this... and this.... please stop it "...


What happen to friends that stick together and help each other out? 
Is what we been through just big stage of acting and lies? 


I know I'm not........ Is it worth it to lose someone so dear to you just because of one stupid thing that a person did...... that can be easily solved when you just tell them straight to their faces.... a lifetime of friendship can just go *poof* gone in a blink of an eye.... 


Nothing in this world is free.... That's the law of the world...
To have a true, strong, long lasting friendship....
It takes two person to do it... Not just a one way relationship....
Both person needs to do their best to understand and help each other..
Not taking advantage of people as I have seen people do... 
Just because you're his/her friends doesn't mean you have to do whatever he/she says...
Those who do that aren't humans.... more like stray dogs... 
People now don't have a sense of self-confidence, self esteem, the identity of who they are and what they are capable of doing....


We Human can do many great and marvelous things, if we just try and learn from our mistakes... but sometimes we cant identify our own mistakes.... sometimes it has to come from someones else eyes that we can see our flaws......... and that's why we have friends that always help us to grow... and be better than who you are now... So don't ever lose your friends... cherish them.... don't let some silly little fight stop you... 


" Forgive and Forget" is the way that we'll ever taste the sweet moments and memories of your life..... Don't ever forget it....