Im ColourBlind.

Hear me say I'll rise up 'til the end,
Hear me say I'll stand up for my friends,
And I crash to the ground,
And it's just my own sound,
I drop in the blink of an eye.

Hear me say I'll see the sky again,
Hear me say I'll die for you my friend,
There's a noise in the crowd,
But it's just my own shout,
A stumble I fall and I pray.

Hear me say I'll rise up 'til the end
Hear me say that I'll stand beside my friends
I won't stay on the floor
I will settle the score
A stumble I fall and I pray

Hear me say it's time we stop talking,
Eye to eye we see a different face,
Yes we we've conquered the war,
With love at the core,
A stumble I fall, but I'll stay,
Colorblind.

Stop racism !

Untitled.

There comes a time when everything seems right,

each little step you take seems alright,

Things seems to go so well,

maybe a little too well.

Then life starts to take a turn,

what you had accomplished came crashing down,

all your effort, blood, sweat and tears,

seems like a waste and put you down.

When all hope seems to bring us up,

there's always despair that brings us down,

What then can bring us back up,

and turn this big frown upside down?

There is someone who is always there,

always around you when you need them,

They will do anything in their capacity to serve you,

Sometimes you just dont notice much of them.

They will listen to what you have to say

and make those tears all go away,

they will love you for who you are,

in each and every passing day,

and makes you be a better person each day.

You may be so caught up in what you do,

you forget to stop, and look around you,

the people that care most about you,

are around to always help you.

So whenever you're troubled or just lost,

you know you have someone to lean on,

And Im sure they always will help you,

As I, have done for you.

Loved and Lost

I fought with love,
and I called her bluff,
but soon I was facing my biggest fear,
cause I walked away,
when I should have stayed,
looked back, but she disappeared.

Screaming out what did I do.

When old memories make it harder to breath,
cause you know, just what you've lost,
and you can't fall asleep cause she's there in your dreams,
but you can't get away from your thoughts,
when she's on repeat in your head,
wishing you could take back things you said,
you've loved and lost,

She comes on by
with a guy by her side
so you say that you're happy for her
but those eyes that you've missed
are directed at his
you try not to show that you're hurt
but sometimes love just gets away

I'll turn around and leave gracefully,
but I'll never stop wishing you'd come back to me.
~ C.

No presence at all..

Sometimes I do wonder, if I were to go missing for few days in class. Will anyone notice?


Lately I feel as though, I'm invisible... I see people acknowledging each other when they see each other.. But It dont happen to me...  Even if I am beside them, they dont see me at all... they see the person behind me... Sometimes, it just Irritates the hell out of me and I'll be left out in anything and everything. You may say that I'm (perasan) or just self centered... but I'm not. If you are in my shoes, you'll know how it feels. Though some may prefer to be alone.... I don't.


Makes me wonder..... where do I belong??


Or am I destined to be a Lone Wolf.







P.S Thanks Chryssasaurus! For today ..  Means A lot =D

Bio PRACTICAL!!

Today I was super relaxed before the exam.. until I found out that I'm sitting way up in the front... ITS so Crappy... Sigh... Just had to handle the pressure of the invigilator breathing down your neck.

Today's experiment was quite easy. BUt alot of uncertainty... I hate those uneasy feelings.. that makes you think twice about your answer.. and the graph that i plotted is different from the whole class... I wish and hope i and correct!  ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time to CRAM!!.... Good luck to those who are having exams as well

Am i Afraid?

When ever I do something, i tend to think of all the possible worst outcomes. The Worst case scenarios. If I think of talking to a girl, I'll end up thinking how I'm gonna get turn down, or they'll just ignore. Doing a simple project, think of the ultimate failure.  What if those bad imagination came true? would i be able to stand back on my own 2 feet?  

I wish i had the courage to do what ever I want. when ever i want.. how ever i want it to be.

I just wish i could have a nice proper conversation with her.

Food for thought

Things never go the way you imagined it, even if you played your cards right. 

There are just things that you cant control, any time, anywhere, any place , something unexpected can always happen, for better or for worse.  

So if there's is anything that needs done, do it immediately and not procrastinate, if you do, the flow of time can kick you back up to the present and you would have lost your damn chance on doing something right, and you start to regret for the rest of your life.

Life is always full of surprises.
Be ready for it.